act busy

joinin activity will b very busy especially as head of exco,
do i hav 2 show out tat im very busy?
u busy evrybody noe cuz its 2 obvious v ur emo n impatient
no nid show it by doin ur fade up expression n voice out loud

I entered 2day claz but can't focus during claz
eventhough im look like fine,but very hectic inside
kept thinking of which stuf haven't settle,book or rent
so I skiped it n rather went 2 settle the unsettled

feeling stress cuz member not so helpful
hav to settle mostly on my own
n request came mostly during last minute
though sometimes i forget n yea it's my fault i noe

beurocracy is de stupid protocol
its an additional burden to evry1
made me waitin n wastin of time n energy
mostly wat I request wil end up v frustrate ans

I jus nid more time to settle it down
just dun look down at me cuz im slow in reaction
show some respect to other might encourage thou
hopefully wil finish it smoothly n successfuly

my view

If sumthin its urs,it is urs,u cant avoid it;
If its not belong 2 u,its not urs,u cant force it;
we hav 2 accept it v an open heart n mind,
no mater wat is de result,
no use struggling 4 it cuz its bring no hapiness.

study hard 4 wat?
for our own future rite?
nevertheles,i dun like study all de time,
I prefer study while enjoyin d moment,
joinin de activity arn rather than becum a bookworm,
scoring v flying colour academicaly.

people likes to condemn n criticise arn,
without giving any effort in solvin de prob,
think de other way round,
wether u can do beter than tat,
o else jus shut ur dumb ass mouth.

we should learn to satisfy v wat we r n hav,
rather than complainin 4 it,
n admire others ppl situation,
I'm always content v my life,
n I live happily while learning in daily,
to make my life meaningful.

What an unfortunate day!

Went to penang island to search for guitar equipment and buy costume for prom night,going on bike with a friend who wants to go there as well.initially the plan was going well,the 1st destination was queensbay mall,stopped there to have a look on a musical shop.Once entered the shop,1st impression is the price was fucking high which some of the part are much cheaper at my place.Alright,w/o strolling longer,we shifted to perangin mall to search for costume and music trader as well.Frankly,1 way are the only route around penang island especially the city, eventhough the komtar tower was in front of me but I can't make short U-turn or trespassing to across the road and get into the building till I had to make few circle around it which was wasting of time.Once reached, 1st step was approaching the music and costume shop.I forget how long the time we wasted by strolling inside the mall like crazy fellow and asked few people about the direction and existence of that particular shop we looking for.No any positive sign of finding what we were looking for.Thus,we left that place with frustration.Departed from komtar,we were heading towards gurney plaza with the help of google map that I downloaded in my room.The starting was quite smooth till we reach ferry terminal....OMG,we were already miss it,gurney should be at the area before terminal.I took a U-turn immediately to get back to the position.But what happened was we were LOST!!!kept circling roundabout,riding bike,U-turning,overtaking pedestrian,observing signboard everywhere and asking people.Finally we arrive at gurney drive,already damn exhausted but still energetic to fulfill our intention.My friend suggested to watch 3D avatar but the ticket were sold out,found the guitar shop but they closed because having annual dinner....SHITTTTT is what I was whispering in mouth.Felt disappointed and hungry,stopped by at the nearest hawker stall and ordered pasembur and koe teow goreng,both are taste normal to me maybe its 'HALAL' since my friend is malay so we ordered those.pasembur expensive like hell eventhough nothing much and special....what an unfortunate day for me!!!